22-J. Mcmanors 23- Will T

PAST - April 2000. It was Vicky B's 16th Birthday Party and we had a big BBQ at her house, lucy, amy R, Emma w, saz J and all the Dame Allens boys. It was the 8th and we got there at 4.30. I did some pole dancing and he liked it & he did some break dancing. We were sat outside the party and he kissed me. He worked in the copthorn. He invited me to the prom. I of course accepted because we got on very well, he had a lovely personality, very polite. Found out he liked Robbie Williams, Travis & Stereophonics. He had a nice smile and wicked cloths. He went clubbing from really young and told me I should try BAJA beach club. Got on well. ( note from 2004 saw him, he thinks he is Beckham with long hair and highlights)

Well it seems I wasn't always blunt and mean I was really nice about him in that. Beckham comment cracks me up though.I remember the prom I went in with him but kissed someone else. I don't think I did really pole dance in Vickis garden what an odd comment. I just cant remember or imagine what a dafty I was. Somewhere im my vague memory I remember him in Hawai shirts a lots?

Ive had cut and glued the email he sent me asking me to the Prom. Its really sweet but really casual, its like a really smart email incase a girl says no.

PAST- June 2000, It was the night of the prom. I did go to the prom as J's date but ended up with Will T. He was crying at the end of the night because he was leaving for wales and it was his last night. I had known him for 3 years, once I asked him out when I was 13 & he said no but then he asked me out some time later and I turned him down. HA!

I remember Will really well I had a soft spot for him for years. I even had an anaesthetic once and when I woke up drowsy I turned to my Father and said 'William T is lovely' then dosed back off !!! I dont think he ever did ask me out I cant remember that. Its so adorable. Hes also one of the few boys I knew from really young along with JP who my parents really liked .

The worst part of this diary is seing pictures of myself ahhhhh

19- Douglas 20-Joel Daspet 21-Chris Smith

PAST ' June 1999. This party started in the day and was the first time I was sick from booze. I didnt fancy anyone at 1st but ended up with Doug. He was american & he was leaving the next day. He ended up in the bedroom with Ali!

PRESENT ' I think he had slightly ginger hair but its all I can remember.

PAST' January 2000 This Episode Began at 2.30 am just after the millennium. He was a french pattiserie chef  & I really liked him at the time. He smokes DRUM. We decided to stay together & wrote to each other, but I ended it because it was just not going to work out. (a note from a couple years later) Now has 20 inch black hair and likes blood. Very much a weirdo & really don't want anything to do with him.

There are a few smells that will always stay with you when you are older & that of teenage horrible messy room & scruffy cloths is something I remember. Joel is from the village im from in France so I would have been over there with my family and wanted to get out the house and rebel. I know I was shocked when I saw him a couple years later just a lost soul, talking about vampires. Creaped me right out.

PAST' Febuary 2000, Chris lives 5 minutes up the road from my parents house, so I knew him through Jenny & Emma. I saw him at the ice rink a few weeks earlier and we swapped numbers and he asked me if I would go out for a meal with him. I accepted. So on the 12th of Feb 2 days before Valentines day we went to Jesmond for a meal at Amigos. He was really lovely. Then on Val day he got me a red card ' Do you know what I like about you, everything' and a little necklace. We went to the movies and got home at around 12 and it was a school night so my parents were not happy. He was a total gentleman but I dumped him 3 weeks later because he was too sweet. And possessive and it annoyed me. He was from Heaton Manor, hes a tubby hippy but always says hi.

As we are getting further into the book I am starting to remember more. Its funny also how I not if the boys still say hello when I updates the Diary a few years on. Its shows how important it was to me to still have them greet me casually and acknowledge me. I remember Chris he was such a nice person, its so strange to say I dumped him because he was too nice... I remember the necklace exactly it was gold short, with a hanging purple flower on it, I kept it for years along with that Valentines card. My first one. Im also surprised to being allowed out for a meal at 15 on an evening !!! Everyone in the place must have seen how alkwardly teens date :)

I've put in the diary a cut out of a chain email that we all used to use to tell each other kind of if we were keen on each other, I must have liked the response of Chris to cut and glue this part !!